[ Rei will probably be scared of him, or even leave him if he says it. But she needs to know. She has to know, how dangerous he can be, how easily it is for him to lose control and hurt her. His entire body shakes, together with his voice. ]
I... I killed my classmate.
[ His fists ball on the ground. ]
...I was... I was jealous of the strength Fujisaki showed-- and I...
[ He can't-- his voice trails off as he groans, tears pooling under him. ]
[ i hope mondo can kill my mobile just like he killed chihiro because it never sent this tag and i hate everything!!!!! ]
[ rei stays kneeled down next to mondo, completely unsure what to do. he's crying and he's saying that he killed someone, but she can't imagine that kind and sweet mo-chan could do something as bad as murdering a person. ]
I don't understand...
[ she says softly, but she speaks a bit louder as she finally moves that hand on his back. ]
But I know that you're a good person, Mo-chan. You wouldn't hurt anyone if you didn't have a good reason or if something forced you to. I'm sure it was just like what happened with T-chan!
[ He turns to look at Rei, eyebrows scrunched. Apart from tears, anger can be seen clearly in his eyes, but it's not one directed to Rei. At least, he didn't mean to, initially. ]
Ya don't understand, Rei. I killed Fujisaki because I was jealous. I couldn't control my anger, I couldn't control my own emotions and I just did it. There ain't no reason. I just did it.
[ He sees the need to emphasise that. Even if he didn't intend to kill Fujisaki, he did. It was done by his own hands, and that's what all it is. ]
That's right-- 's just like what happened with Terry!! [ His voice raises then, like his anger suddenly peaks. ] I just kept punchin' and fightin' him, even if it could've hurt him bad!! Even if... even if he's a friend...
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I... I killed my classmate.
[ His fists ball on the ground. ]
...I was... I was jealous of the strength Fujisaki showed-- and I...
[ He can't-- his voice trails off as he groans, tears pooling under him. ]
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[ rei stays kneeled down next to mondo, completely unsure what to do. he's crying and he's saying that he killed someone, but she can't imagine that kind and sweet mo-chan could do something as bad as murdering a person. ]
I don't understand...
[ she says softly, but she speaks a bit louder as she finally moves that hand on his back. ]
But I know that you're a good person, Mo-chan. You wouldn't hurt anyone if you didn't have a good reason or if something forced you to. I'm sure it was just like what happened with T-chan!
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[ He turns to look at Rei, eyebrows scrunched. Apart from tears, anger can be seen clearly in his eyes, but it's not one directed to Rei. At least, he didn't mean to, initially. ]
Ya don't understand, Rei. I killed Fujisaki because I was jealous. I couldn't control my anger, I couldn't control my own emotions and I just did it. There ain't no reason. I just did it.
[ He sees the need to emphasise that. Even if he didn't intend to kill Fujisaki, he did. It was done by his own hands, and that's what all it is. ]
That's right-- 's just like what happened with Terry!! [ His voice raises then, like his anger suddenly peaks. ] I just kept punchin' and fightin' him, even if it could've hurt him bad!! Even if... even if he's a friend...
[ He looks at his bleeding hands. ]
I don't wanna hurt ya, Rei...