[ Mondo's aware of it by now. Both of them are insistent when they have their minds set on something, and will do reckless things for it even if it means putting their own lives in danger. He's still able to maintain his calm, for the most part, shutting his eyes just to regain that composure. ]
's not my choice, Terry. Like I said, it's a fact that I did a mistake that I could never take back. You can say that you'll accept me even if I'm a murderer, but that's 'cuz you dunno the person who died. What if it was someone you cared for?
[ And that is the biggest moral dilemma that Terry currently faces. He's stuck without an answer. He didn't like these kinds of what-ifs, because he's wasting energy on something that hasn't happened. ]
'm not puttin' myself down. I just put myself in the shoes of that person's family. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself, y'know? ...Not that I myself forgive myself. Huh?
[ He's getting himself confused. ]
...Anyway. This and that are two different shit. Can't ya see that?
[ Yeah, Terry doesn't get it either, but he sure will to an extent in September! hahaha...
There's a quiet sigh leaving Terry, and he slumps against Mondo's shoulder. His back is still facing him and his head tilts a little down. Perhaps human and demigod standards are different after all. He doesn't say anything after that, but if silence itself is an answer, it would still be an absolute refusal. ]
Mondo doesn't expect them to get to an easy agreement. Neither of them are willing to back down from what they're thinking, not for the least bit. He thinks he can sort of understand Terry's point of view. It's slightly like Ishimaru, who wholly believes that Mondo deserves forgiveness, tries to find reasons why he deserves another chance. Even Sakamoto who probably hates his guts tried so hard to keep him alive. He knows that there's a meaning to his life, but if he dies... it's a given. He was supposed to be dead.
Even then, it's frustrating not being able to find a meet each other halfway, at the very least. Mondo raises his other arm to mess Terry's wavy hair. ]
Just like ya don't want me dead, I don't want ya to get hurt, idiot.
[ it's time to set the bodies at sail to hirajiro's toxic lake...
He feels the loose hat topple over in front of his face and Mondo messing with his hair. It can't get any more messy than this, so he just leaves it alone. There's nothing he can say about that. He feels like they'll get into another argument, so he ceases any and all point of verbal attacks. He doesn't need the night to end on a sour note, especially when he just got back. The meatshield comment a long, long time ago still haunts him to this day, and if it weren't for his semi-immortality, he would have died many times over. He wouldn't be here. He wouldn't be here to experience this talk right now. Terry always liked living with his selfish ways.
[ Don't laugh while pushing them out there... They're gonna haunt you, Terry.
Mondo doesn't push it further. He too doesn't want to fight with Terry anymore, not tonight, but also not in general, after what happened. He (probably???) will never challenge Terry to a deadmatch anymore because now that he's finally gone down from the hyperfocus towards their argument, he can feel the excruciating pain on his back. It still hurts an awful lot, but strangely enough, having Terry back here with him makes it easier for him to ignore the pain.
When he hears what Terry said, he slides his hand to bap Terry's face, but this time to actually get him to lie his head on his lap. ]
Sleep.
[ It's not some fluffy bedding, but Mondo's pretty sure it's better than wherever Terry always sleeps in the forest. HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A FUCKING TENT, THE DUMBASS!!!
This... thing they're doing, normally would be hella embarrassing for Mondo, but right now, he doesn't care. Terry's back in one piece and it's all that matters. ]
[ don't worry he'll cry for them instead......... and then maybe laugh hysterically who knows
Terry's usually the one who initiates physical affection. So when other people do it to him, he's surprised, and even shocked when it's the people that he would least expect. That's why when Mondo shoves his head down onto his lap, he lets out a startled noise. ]
Um, I have some... medical patches for your back if you want some...
Mondo has never considered himself a touchy-feely guy, or more like, he has never had to think about it. Ishimaru has never said a thing about it, neither does Jon. He doesn't really touch girls (Rei is a big exception, and she's different), so no one tells him anything either. But he actually is, to an extent. With Terry being affectionate physically, he's getting so used to it that he's at this point where not getting some makes him feel like he's touch starved. He will never admit this, but that's also one thing that he missed when Terry was gone. ]
He could always just make Mondo put the patches on too, but. Too tired for that right now. He pulls out two salonpas-equivalent patches from his pocket and lightly shoves it at Mondo's chest. ]
[ Fucking hell, Terry. Mondo grunts in annoyance, even if he knows it's because Terry cares, but also Terry's stubborn as fuck just like him. ]
...Fine.
[ He takes the patches and attempts to stick them on his back, an eye shutting in reflex because of the sharp pain when he tries to reach for the spot where it hurts the most. Making noises really help alleviating pain, but he's too prideful to show that moment of weakness in front of Terry, so he's. Trying his best not to make a peep all the while pasting the patches on his back. Mondo will probably have troubles with his teeth when he's older from all the gritting he keeps doing.
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's not my choice, Terry. Like I said, it's a fact that I did a mistake that I could never take back. You can say that you'll accept me even if I'm a murderer, but that's 'cuz you dunno the person who died. What if it was someone you cared for?
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It's your choice to put yourself down.
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[ He's getting himself confused. ]
...Anyway. This and that are two different shit. Can't ya see that?
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There's a quiet sigh leaving Terry, and he slumps against Mondo's shoulder. His back is still facing him and his head tilts a little down. Perhaps human and demigod standards are different after all. He doesn't say anything after that, but if silence itself is an answer, it would still be an absolute refusal. ]
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Mondo doesn't expect them to get to an easy agreement. Neither of them are willing to back down from what they're thinking, not for the least bit. He thinks he can sort of understand Terry's point of view. It's slightly like Ishimaru, who wholly believes that Mondo deserves forgiveness, tries to find reasons why he deserves another chance. Even Sakamoto who probably hates his guts tried so hard to keep him alive. He knows that there's a meaning to his life, but if he dies... it's a given. He was supposed to be dead.
Even then, it's frustrating not being able to find a meet each other halfway, at the very least. Mondo raises his other arm to mess Terry's wavy hair. ]
Just like ya don't want me dead, I don't want ya to get hurt, idiot.
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He feels the loose hat topple over in front of his face and Mondo messing with his hair. It can't get any more messy than this, so he just leaves it alone. There's nothing he can say about that. He feels like they'll get into another argument, so he ceases any and all point of verbal attacks. He doesn't need the night to end on a sour note, especially when he just got back. The meatshield comment a long, long time ago still haunts him to this day, and if it weren't for his semi-immortality, he would have died many times over. He wouldn't be here. He wouldn't be here to experience this talk right now. Terry always liked living with his selfish ways.
He closes his eyes. ]
I'm tired...
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Mondo doesn't push it further. He too doesn't want to fight with Terry anymore, not tonight, but also not in general, after what happened. He (probably???) will never challenge Terry to a deadmatch anymore because now that he's finally gone down from the hyperfocus towards their argument, he can feel the excruciating pain on his back. It still hurts an awful lot, but strangely enough, having Terry back here with him makes it easier for him to ignore the pain.
When he hears what Terry said, he slides his hand to bap Terry's face, but this time to actually get him to lie his head on his lap. ]
Sleep.
[ It's not some fluffy bedding, but Mondo's pretty sure it's better than wherever Terry always sleeps in the forest. HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A FUCKING TENT, THE DUMBASS!!!
This... thing they're doing, normally would be hella embarrassing for Mondo, but right now, he doesn't care. Terry's back in one piece and it's all that matters. ]
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Terry's usually the one who initiates physical affection. So when other people do it to him, he's surprised, and even shocked when it's the people that he would least expect. That's why when Mondo shoves his head down onto his lap, he lets out a startled noise. ]
Um, I have some... medical patches for your back if you want some...
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Mondo has never considered himself a touchy-feely guy, or more like, he has never had to think about it. Ishimaru has never said a thing about it, neither does Jon. He doesn't really touch girls (Rei is a big exception, and she's different), so no one tells him anything either. But he actually is, to an extent. With Terry being affectionate physically, he's getting so used to it that he's at this point where not getting some makes him feel like he's touch starved. He will never admit this, but that's also one thing that he missed when Terry was gone. ]
Shut up and go to sleep.
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[ ...
He could always just make Mondo put the patches on too, but. Too tired for that right now. He pulls out two salonpas-equivalent patches from his pocket and lightly shoves it at Mondo's chest. ]
Take these.
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...Fine.
[ He takes the patches and attempts to stick them on his back, an eye shutting in reflex because of the sharp pain when he tries to reach for the spot where it hurts the most. Making noises really help alleviating pain, but he's too prideful to show that moment of weakness in front of Terry, so he's. Trying his best not to make a peep all the while pasting the patches on his back. Mondo will probably have troubles with his teeth when he's older from all the gritting he keeps doing.
God, it fucking hurts... ]
There. I did it. Now sleep.
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[ At least that gets him to smile while his head rests on Mondo's lap. ]
Thanks, Mondo...
[ He ends up conking out pretty fast due to how exhausted he was. There's a little more peace in his expression than before as he sleeps quietly. ]