[ Mondo keeps trying not to look at Terry, even when he called what he did 'accidents'. ]

They ain't no accidents... if I controlled myself better it wouldn't have happened. Losin' control don't excuse a thing when lives're lost!!

[ He couldn't look away forever, especially not when he heard Terry's voice starting to crack. And when the tears begin to drop, frustration begins to fill Mondo. Again. He made people he cares for cry again. It's all he does. Why can't he make them smile instead? His existence... will people be miserable as long as he's alive? Questions begin to flash before his mind, until Terry said what he said halted the negative train. It paused, but didn't stop. Because they're now leashed out. ]

Why the hell are you people even tryinna defend me?! After all I did... It don't make sense... [ He bellows, trying all his might to resist the will to shove Terry back. He keeps his hands on the sides of Terry's arms instead, his grips are so tight, that it's even painful for himself. ] God fuckin' dammit!! You're all fuckin' idiots!! Stop tryin' so hard to back me up!! I'm a goddamn murderer, Terry. I killed my brother, and I killed my own classmate. They've got a bright future ahead of 'em!! Why the fuck am I still here?! I'm supposed to die!! I've got nothin'!!