[Oh god she's making things worse!!! As things spiral, she begins retreating back into old habits.]
I'm sorry! I shouldn't have said anything! I didn't mean to make you think that way!
[Oh god, she's doing that again, just when she was knocking that shit off!!! THIS IS BAD, STOP IT!!! WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS YOU STUPID GIRL?! YOU'RE GOING TO DRIVE HIM AWAY LIKE YOU DO EVERYONE ELSE!!!! STOP IT!!!]
Monika was j-just trying to help, she told me I had to, had to stop acting like that, that I let people walk all over me, she just wanted to help me get better... She's not bad, she said she liked me, said she was happy to have met me...
[THEN WHY ARE YOU THROWING HER UNDER THE BUS LIKE THIS?! YOU MORON MORON MORON THIS IS WHY YOU'RE ALONE YOU DON'T DESERVE ANY FRIENDS]
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I'm sorry! I shouldn't have said anything! I didn't mean to make you think that way!
[Oh god, she's doing that again, just when she was knocking that shit off!!! THIS IS BAD, STOP IT!!! WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS YOU STUPID GIRL?! YOU'RE GOING TO DRIVE HIM AWAY LIKE YOU DO EVERYONE ELSE!!!! STOP IT!!!]
Monika was j-just trying to help, she told me I had to, had to stop acting like that, that I let people walk all over me, she just wanted to help me get better... She's not bad, she said she liked me, said she was happy to have met me...
[THEN WHY ARE YOU THROWING HER UNDER THE BUS LIKE THIS?! YOU MORON MORON MORON THIS IS WHY YOU'RE ALONE YOU DON'T DESERVE ANY FRIENDS]