[She jerks when caught, and the tears come once more, now hard and heavy as they stream down her cheeks. As he speaks as calmly as he can, she tries to control her breathing and not break down completely. He's the last person she wants to drive away now. God, why can't she just stop... just stop? Period?
He's right, she didn't mean it. That's all. Not everyone can word themselves perfectly. Monika didn't mean to hurt her. That has to be it.]
I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I don't... I don't want to lose anymore friends... I don't want to be alone... I kn-know I shouldn't let people... d-do anything they want, or s-say anything they want to me, but I... I can't help it, I... I just... I'm so scared of being alone... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...
[Who is she even apologizing to anymore? Him? Monika? Everyone? Herself?]
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He's right, she didn't mean it. That's all. Not everyone can word themselves perfectly. Monika didn't mean to hurt her. That has to be it.]
I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I don't... I don't want to lose anymore friends... I don't want to be alone... I kn-know I shouldn't let people... d-do anything they want, or s-say anything they want to me, but I... I can't help it, I... I just... I'm so scared of being alone... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...
[Who is she even apologizing to anymore? Him? Monika? Everyone? Herself?]